Yesterday,
I failed
Now,
I’m broken
I’m depressed
I don’t like the feeling..
I want to escape..
..to hide..
But I don’t know where to go..
I’m stuck!
I’m lost!
But I need nobody’s help..
I’ve entered this mess
I should be the one to get myself out of this muddle
But how?!
My mind is cluttered
My heart is broken
I look up at the sky
and still realize..
I’M LOST!
In my Friendster account, I wrote:
day dreaming! + nature + photography (kaso wala pang digicam!) + internet + books + blog + music + movies + badminton + cartoons + arcade..
—-as my hobbies and interests…
In addition,
I want to be:
a creative writer + an speech expert + a good cook who would always prepare sumptuous menus + visit beaches and enjoy kayaking and snorkeling + hike mountains and shout my name at the top of my lungs when I reach the mountain’s highest point + enroll in a jungle survival class + read the whole volume of Harry Potter + Paoulo Coelho’s books + learn drawing comic characters + painting + Wushu + Yoga + ice skating + play the drums and base guitar + have a collection of all types of music + join a cycling race or experience go carting + have a weekly movie, Korean TV series, Anime and Discovery Channel DVD marathon + watch theater plays + collect movie character collectibles like Star Wars and Terminator + play with remote controlled yacht, airplane and race cars + go soul searching once in a while + dine at the famous restaurants and hotels + have a career with one of the gigantic corporations in the Philippines + teach kids + put up a foundation for poor kids + write about social issues + travel the world + take pictures + fall in love + have a small family, maybe three kids + a house in Bel-Air + a Ford Escapade + a Cavalier King Charles Spaniel dog + a Ragammufin cat + two pure white adorable rabbits!
…if have accomplished all these, I’m pretty sure I would die smiling!
Each of us represents a star in the sky.
Sometimes we shine with the rest.
Sometimes we twinkle alone.
And sometimes, when we least expected it,
We fall and make someone’s dream come true!